An evolutionary flow of thoughts starting at point "A" and ending at point "Somewhere else."
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Harmony
Thursday, September 6, 2012
A Little Venting, A Little Moving on
1)Someone who I just met moved away.
2)I started a new job that doesn't seem to have proper business practices designed to support it's workers.
3)My living situation as a whole has pretty much fallen to pieces.
Other than that, I'm okay. There is food in my belly, gas in my car, and a warm place to sleep at night. Things are looking up.
Bad news first. Here we go.
I just met D. Fell madly in love, too. That was two months ago. We seem alike in many ways and
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Ventilation
<p>That's it. Today, I throw my hands in the air and let loose my real thoughts. Right now, life really sucks for me. I barely have a job. My rent is due. My power is off. My phone is almost off. My water is in the same boat. I finally get some food in the house and I can't cook it due to lack of power. God help me if I take ill. I use that term very loosely because as you read that as the Christian God, I see it as some thing much bigger. Back to the negative. I have a negative bank account. All my debts are piling up. No gas in my car. A battery on the edge of death. In desperate need of an oil change. Broke my shifter rod. Need new tires. Still not a lick of furniture. This really has me so down you have no idea. Trust me. This kid is getting evicted. That's right. Technically homeless. </p>
<p>I guess on the flip side to that, I've met a few amazing individuals and groups of individuals that have been able to help me immensely through this so far whether it has been money, time, massage, distractions, refreshes, food. Thank you to those that have helped me out even if you hadn't known it.
I never prepared myself to be back in this position. I can't even turn of my mind to meditate at this point.
I just has to let that all out...
Peace.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Dragons, Scorpions, Crocodiles, Phoenixes, Water, and Vapour
Monday, March 26, 2012
Time Passes and Things Change
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Confidence From Within, Support From Without
Confidence comes from within your being. Support comes from those you surround yourself with.
Now it's my turn.
Confidence can often be confused with arrogance. The only difference is the motive of the individual. With confidence, one only seeks to overcome the challenge. It is usually accompanied with humility. With arrogance, one seeks to put on a show for others. Pride is usually on the line.
That's that.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Things Are Changing
At the beginning of the year, I found out that this year is the year of the dragon. I was born under this sign. Automatically, I've been set up for success from the start.
I believe in a little bit of everything...or so I choose to believe.
Before the turn of the year, I saw that those that look to the stars are not hopeless. The stars don't tell you what will happen, but are more like a map; they give us a map. Like any map, you don't have to follow the printed route. You can take whatever route you want. The map just shows you the best route if you know.where to look or how to read it.
This was during a time when I was starting to arm myself with knowledge so that I can know and understand what I was fighting for by backing the movement. Now I've begun to see the things that have happened around me.
Now back to my point.
Friday, October 14, 2011
Even the Healers Need Healing Sometimes
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Unbreakable bonds
Within the past few years, a few of the loved ones in my life have left this plane. According to what you believe, they're either back on this planet in another form, still here, gone to heaven/hell, etc. The point here is that their souls are no longer here in the form that they took or the vessels they kept.
A finer detail is that I was aware of both of their passings at around the times they happened and it woke me up. I remember, vividly, the thoughts that I had at those moments. The flood of emotion when I finally broke. The hole in my heart when I realized the truth.
Monday, October 3, 2011
Change is in the air... Kinda
Another year has passed. How different are you now from how you were a year ago? The holiday season is back. This means another Halloween. Another Thanksgiving. Another Black Friday, Another Kwanzaa. Another Hanukkah. Another Christmas. Another New Year's celebration.
What has changed about you since the last time this season came around. Think of ten different ways you, personally, have changed. Out of those ten things, how many of them do you immediately think of as positive changes. Be honest. I'm not going to force you to put your answers in the comment box.